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Stupid Forever

Metadata

title
Stupid Forever
meaning
FEiN co-write: bad vibes and familiar lies, pillow to my face: am I gonna feel stupid forever, hello from the moon, maybe forever.
year
2021
release
Stupid Forever
releaseType
single
artist
FEiN
artistId
#fein
coWriters
  • Brandon Michael Woodward
credits
Written by Luke Francis Walton and Brandon Michael Woodward (FEiN). Mixed and mastered by Frank Rosato.
apple
https://music.apple.com/us/album/stupid-forever/1567493083?i=1567493084
spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4LJfnGBABdrlnlVpiM2qvW
youtube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GrFmJEINXNU
press
themes
  • FEiN
  • shame
  • anxiety
  • theatrical pop
  • isolation
isrc
QZ2QB2100001
isrcSource
soundexchange
draft
false

Lyrics

Days like this are easy to come by
Easier all the time
Gone aggressive into the goodnight
Easier all the time
Stay up late reliving a bad vibe
Tell a familiar lie
Set myself up blind in the meantime
Killing another night

That was super cool
Pillow to my face
How long will it hurt
Hello, nothing new

Am I gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever
Forever, am I gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever, hmmm
I don't wanna feel stupid
Forever
Forever
Forever, am I gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever, hmm

Days like this don't lead with a headline
Give it a little time
Soothe myself in measured achievement
Cozy until the night
My god, let this be the last time
Smell a familiar lie
If I ever think it's a good vibe
Burn out all the light

That was super cool
Pillow to my face
How long will it hurt
Hello, nothing new

Am I gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever
Forever, I don't wanna feel stupid
Forever
Forever, hmmm
Am I gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever
Forever, I don't wanna feel stupid
Forever
Forever, hmm

Pull me from my room
Shoot me into space
How long will it hurt
Hello from the moon

Am I gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever
Forever, am I gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever, hmmm
I don't wanna feel stupid
Forever
Forever
Forever, I don't wanna feel stupid
Forever
Forever, hmm
Maybe I'm gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever
Forever, am I gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever, hmm
Maybe I'm gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever
Forever, am I gonna feel stupid
Forever
Forever, hmm

Content

FEiN single (June 14, 2021), co-written by Luke Francis Walton and Brandon Michael Woodward. Mixed and mastered by Frank Rosato (same Woodcliff chain as Sidecar and Delicate; Bodies uses Cary Singer / Riley Knapp). 360° live session at KCRW with Ryan McDiarmid (drums) and Geo Botelho (bass), session audio mastered by Riley Knapp — performance video, not a produced MV (FEiN's only MV is #Grownupz). Good place to catch Walton's guitar solo. Not on Little Homes (2016); part of the 2021 FEiN cluster with Sidecar (December) and Scoobert's I'm an Idiot, all sharing the same post-pandemic self-consciousness.

Shame as singalong. The verses run a rumination loop dressed up as ease (days like this are easy to come by), small wins as anesthesia before the relapse into burn out all the light. The bridge does the real damage with deadpan sarcasm, that was super cool / pillow to my face, a greeting to your own rerun.

By the final bridge the escape fantasy has scaled to orbit (hello from the moon) and the outro converts the title question into a prognosis: maybe I'm gonna feel stupid forever. Pairs with Behave (scripts you fail) and Infant (misreading someone).