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Y K M

Metadata

title
Y K M
meaning
FEiN co-write from a dark place: you'll never see me again: social alien, abusive kindness, locked in orbit; you know me; come to the binding.
year
2019
release
Y K M
releaseType
single
artist
FEiN
artistId
#fein
coWriters
  • Brandon Michael Woodward
credits
Written by Luke Francis Walton and Brandon Michael Woodward (FEiN). Mixed and mastered by Frank Rosato.
apple
https://music.apple.com/us/album/y-k-m/1459487776?i=1459487777
spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4LJfnGBABdrlnlVpiM2qvW
themes
  • FEiN
  • disappearance
  • isolation
  • control
  • theatrical pop
isrc
QZ2QB1900004
isrcSource
soundexchange
draft
false

Lyrics

You'll never see me again
I promise
I'll disappear in a flash
As if I'll ever be done
You'll never see me again
I want this
My love, my love
You know me

Maybe something's wrong
Maybe it's recognition
Nobody look to long for nature
Social alien
Everything as it should not be
Maybe I took to long
Out of orbit

You'll never see me again
I promise
I'll disappear in a flash
As if I'll ever be done
You'll never see me again
I want this
My love, my love
You know me

I could speak like you
Build me a better body
Welcome me with abusive kindness
Is this what you feel
Knowing your place with certainty
Maybe I'm far from view
Locked in orbit

You'll never see me again
I promise
I'll disappear in a flash
As if I'll ever be done
You'll never see me again
I want this
My love, my love
You know me

Come to me
Are you lonely, my beloved child?
Come with me to the binding
I will keep you
Come to me
Are you lonely?

Content

FEiN single (June 13, 2019), co-written by Luke Francis Walton and Brandon Michael Woodward. Mixed and mastered by Frank Rosato. Not on Little Homes (2016); 2019 single cluster with Infant (May), 800,000 (May), Culling (June), and Behave. Title Y K M reads as you know me: last line of the repeating chorus.

Luke has said this one is really tough for him to listen to, that it came from a dark place. Listen when you're ready.

Disappearance as desire, the contradiction held rather than resolved: you'll never see me again / I promise set against I want this / my love, my love / you know me. The verses read as wrongness mistaken for clarity, a social alien drifting out of orbit, mimicry and makeover offered in exchange for belonging, the dynamic named plain as abusive kindness.

The outro shifts voice into invitation as capture: come with me to the binding / I will keep you, cult comfort or parent-god, ending on the loneliness question rather than any answer. Heavier than Lucky You (sarcastic rescue) or Little Homes satire, FEiN theatrical pop at self-destruction and control. Pairs with Behave (scripted loyalty) and Infant (misreading, loss).